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I feel so bizarre right now! ACKK! All I can think about is my little Kaiya Rain Zhen waiting in China. I have soon to be mommy syndrome! I am so close I can feel it. I can't think straight. I can't stop clicking around on the computer though I have no idea what I am looking for. I can't concentrate. I keep looking at plane tickets even though I can't buy them yet. I need to fill out some forms but I can't even think well enough to get up do the laundry. How am I going to do paperwork? The only thing I sort of want to do is go to Target to get a few things I need for the trip but KK is a little under the weather and doesn't feel up to going out. So here I am... I AM USELESS! For some reason I feel like crying but I am really not sad. I think I am just SO crazy excited that I don't know what to do with it. I actually feel so excited I feel like I might be sick. Wait, am I sick? I don't think so. Maybe I should see if I have a fever. That would be a good excuse for the fact that I am good for NOTHING! NOTHING! NOTHING! I can't cook... I can't clean... I can't even write a coherent blog post. I just want to get on a plane and go to China. :0) Angel
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NOTE: I just took my temperature... no fever... except, perhaps, baby fever. Clearly the barfy feeling is caused by my deep need to BE IN CHINA HOLDING MY BABY! OK. I am going to try to chill now. Wendi bought me a National Geographic about China. Maybe I can read that or at least look at the pretty pictures. Hee hee..