I had my first minor melt down last night. I was tired- REALLY tired. :0) It's just last minute "Oh my word! How am I going to get it all done?" jitters and stress. No worries... My hubby was very sweet about it. He tucked me in for the night. I slept a long time and felt a bit more sane. There were a few stressful moments today but all in all the trip is falling into place. Just a few missing documents to be printed and signed. We are actually going TO CHINA! Wow... When I slow down to think about it I am so thrilled and can hardly stand my own excitement. Then there is the occasional moment when I realize I have to buy DIAPERS that I get this feeling like WHAT AM I DOING??? I am going to have to change DIAPERS AGAIN. Hey people... I am just trying to keep it real around here. I am mostly excited and a little bit nervous. We leave for China in 5 days! I will be holding Kaiya in 10 days! Only 4 days till the kiddos go to Nonny's house... only 3 more days to GET EVERYTHING DONE! LOL!!!
So now I just have to focus on getting all THIS stuff.... 
into THESE! When you travel to China you get one suitcase and one carry on. The suitcase can only weigh 44 pounds. NO I AM NOT KIDDING. :0) I am mostly done. Just a few more things... like my CLOTHES. LOL! Seriously though- it has gone remarkably well. I just have to make sure I take some down time and BREATH deeply. We are almost there! Hugs, Angel